Get Out

I lie in your delicate grip
Holding me lightly; you begin to slip
Through the cracks of the walls
Everything is breaking; everything falls
Straining to hold you only made it worse
I am everything that pains you; you are everything that hurts
The quiet escapes of breath are hard to hear
Only suffocating you more when I draw near
Disappearing out of reach into the black seeps
You are all that bothers me; nightmares in my sleep
Bundled and buried in the blankets on my bed
Please let me go; please get out of my head

Dark Dense Cloud

I can no longer sleep but I'm barely awake
What is this predator that has sealed my fate
Dreaming in the daylight with eyes wide open
The parts of me that scream the loudest remain unspoken
Enveloped inside a dark dense cloud
Picturing it clearly being used as my shroud
Everything inside me has been broken
All the ugly remains--everything else has been stolen
Shattered by the realities of a sad world
I remain closed off - my being tightly curled
Alone I came, so I shall stay
Nothing will change my mind or lead me astray
I buried myself with all the lies and deceit
It has killed me--I bow in defeat

I Found You

And with a little bit of patience
I'll find another replacement
I'll dream in deep blue
Until the day I'm over you
The blossoms that swirl
Have begun to make me twirl
In lands lost all around us
I have found nothing to trust
I'm being pulled under the waves
Can't take a breath--can't find escape
Little did I know you were out there in the dark
Lookin' for me too--waiting for a brand new start
I understand now- why it didn't work out with him
I was meant to be with you in the end