Note to my Co-Existence

I just wanted to be there for you unlike anyone ever had been. I guess the thought of being that person to you made it all better for me. I wanted to drop it all when you came to me. Get lost and entangled in your problems and work through them with you. You are that important to me; so precious and insecure in every way. You are my opposite and my same. So much of you is me in every way, but then there is the you that is in between all of it. I know you feel lost and confused, but the reality of it all is that we all do. Everyone out there, every face you see has their own mystery. They are lost and wondering if the path they are taking is going to get them to their own happiness...to a place of joy. I just want you to know when you come to me that you aren't alone. Often times, I feel insignificant and unworthy of you coming to me for advice -- because the right words always seem to escape my mind. I am sorry I do not have all the answers, but I do have love for you unlike any other love I've ever known. It's a specific kind of love just for you and it is yours for the taking. I hope that it saves you. I hope that somehow it comforts you. I don't always have the answers, but sometimes it isn't about the answer, but the question..... And why you would ask yourself or ever feel unworthy of the world, because you really do deserve it. Dreams are only dreams; but you do have the ability to make them reality and I know you of all people can find them, and you can find your peace and happiness with them. My wish is that you would stop using the world as your compass and use your heart. I know it's made and occupied by the right things of existence. When you doubt -- know that I am here. When you fear -- know that you have someone bigger than me to fulfill you. When you question -- come to me for comfort. But above it all, know that you have a place in heaven. Know that you are loved and accepted. Know that you are unique -- and absolutely breathtaking because of all the things that make up exactly who you are. I love you. I am always here. Your closest forever. In love, Me.

Consumed

I want to take one breath
And hold all of you inside
Learn how you feel within me
Go on a wild ride
I want to be the wind you feel, when it hits your skin
I want to know what sugar tastes like on your tongue
I want to be let in
I want to know how you breathe
And what translates in the air
Between the neurons in your head
I want to feel you everywhere
I want to feel all that you feel
I want you to close your eyes
And let me help you heal
I want to be surrounded in your pain
Let all the frustrations pour
Scream at the top of your lungs
Until you don't hurt anymore
I want the good and the bad
The pain and the beauty
The love and the hate
The dark and the ugly
When it comes to me
I want you to show me every piece of you
Because every bit of me
Wants to be consumed by all of you

The Bugs that Crawl Under My Skin

Can't you see your hurting me
Why can't you feel my pain
You're okay just letting it be
While I am going insane

Your pride is blinding
It won't let you feel
I wish that time was rewinding
So that somehow this wouldn't be real

I want to take back that first kiss
Forget that I ever loved you
Remain in the comfort of our friendly bliss
When the words you said were true