Too Focussed?

It's like staring at something -- and you are focussed so much on your thought -- you had no idea what was actually there. Then, with a sudden movement -- it's gone. And everything you thought you just saw is scattered about in a misconcepted confusion -- and then you think to yourself - am I that abstract that I see no detail in my life? --- and by the time I think I am figuring it out; the thing that should have been the biggest and most important sign -- was right there in front of me the whole time. But now it's gone forever . . . until the next to come. Maybe I will see it this time. But. . . it's nothing like the one I just missed - not nearly as fascinating. Not nearly as detailed.