Can you already be in love with someone you have never met? That person being- the love of your life- of course...but is it possible that the love you feel for your soul mate is already connected to that person? Could it be that I love him right now and long for him and even miss him-- even though I don't know the slightest thing about him or who he is or when we will finally meet? Is he out there loving me back.... going about his daily life thinking of me too and waiting patiently for the day our worlds change completely by intersecting time and space at the precise moment we were intended to meet? Can this love be so real and scary and beautiful and thrilling that when we glimpse the sight of that person, we really know, deep down, they have been craving us all along too? Does this exist?
Can a love like this be real--are the longings I feel in my heart already created for a specific someone and I am just blindly feeling them... thinking they are natural and general--not made for anyone in-particular? What if...he is thinking of me now when I am thinking of him? I wonder if he dreams of me but forgets me in the morning by the time the sun opens his eyes. I want to know him...but I suppose the feelings I have now are all there for this exact purpose-the joy and utter blissful state that he and I will be in after dreaming, thinking, loving, missing, longing, hoping...for what seems like an eternity.. for that perfect LOVE.
Now I know nothing is supposed to be perfect and of course two people aren't- but...I know that love can be. Love is perfect. It can't have anything dark about it. So--in this waiting game-- is it already set in motion? Is every action I am taking, every step I am making...leading me to what will eventually be real time with him? It sounds like fate or destiny that I am writing of here and perhaps this is what I really believe. Everything is supposed to end up a certain way to create the blissful happiness each person truly deserves. However if we get off that path, by making bad choices or the wrong decisions, - we may not end up where our true destiny was meant to take us.
I think I believe all this. I am thinking of a stranger-- so worthy-- that it makes my heart beat faster-- I feel the butterflies in my stomach and the love I feel for him. Does he know me already? Is he a stranger? Have I seen him before? Have we met? All great questions to the curious mind, but my heart knows who he is...if only there was a direct communication path from my heart to my head that would let me know more...but that is all part of the glorious scheme of it all.
Two souls already connected--thinking of each other at different times...perhaps sometimes at the same time-- and dreaming at random times--just waiting......for "the ONE."
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